Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Oh, my dears...
I am still in my funk.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Oh wait, maybe I DO know.
Perhaps it is the fact that I'm supposed to get paid weekly and I have not been paid for 2 weeks... or maybe it's that my boss stated earlier this week that "paying me on time" was "spoiling me."
I know it is royally stupid to blog about your work in a negative way, so I will stop there. Suffice it to say I am in an AWFUL mood.
To make matters worse I have had the period from Hell this week. It's like a higher power (call it what you want: God, Allah, Yahweh, Buddah, KARMA) looked at me and went "What the hell? She's been paid on time for a few weeks and she feels like she COULD be pregnant... what can I do to FUCK with her?!
Oh hahahaha, I will give her the WORST PERIOD of the entire year which will cause her to gain like 5 pounds of bloat and then I'll have her boss NOT pay her for two weeks so she can barely afford to get some fucking toilet paper and pads. Yeah, that'll put her in her place."
I STILL have my period. 6 Days of bleeding so bad that my doctor was thinking perhaps I should come in to get checked out. It's finally getting lighter but, holy crap, I was actually scared for a few days.
Oh people... I need a fucking cupcake or a cookie or an ICE CREAM SODA STAT. Yeah, and ice cream soda sounds really good right now. Except I won't get one... because, you know, I gained a pound this week and I'd feel slightly guilty for knowingly eating crap when I should be working out.
Please excuse my vulgar profanity, I'm really upset. Cursing is good for the soul sometimes, no?
Here are my current stats:
Starting weight from Dec. 30th, 2009: 174.4
Current challenge goal: 154
Last weigh-in: 162.2
Today's weigh-in: 163.2
Overall change: -11.2