I also did a funky dance while I was typing. How fun.
I'm having some issues getting out of this funk I'm in. I think it's hormonal because one minute I am feeling awful about myself and the next I'm busting out disco moves while doing the dishes.
On a positive note, I have lost about 3 pounds in 3 days using the 30 Day Shred. I'm ALMOST into the 150's. This morning, I weighed in at 161.2. I weigh myself every day, which I have heard is not the most mentally healthy thing. However, if I *don't* do it, I get a false sense of security and I engorge myself on fast food. When I weigh myself every day, I am able to see the IMMEDIATE repercussions of bad weight loss decisions.
I will be so happy when I hit 159. I'll shout from the friggin' roof tops when I hit 157. The cool thing about 157 is that, even if I have some water weight, I won't get pushed over into the 160's again. And don't even get me started on hitting 154.4. That will be my 20 pound weight loss milestone. I think I might cry :P.
I promised you all some pictures of my hawt ass and I figured that NOW is the time to post them... BEFORE I lose my courage.
I took these pictures the day before I started the 30 Day Shred, and I'm hoping that there will be a noticeable difference by the time I finish the program.
I do realize that I am not, in fact, obese. I'm slightly overweight and that's not so awful... but there is something incredibly unsettling about looking at pictures of yourself from *all* angles and seeing just how pudgy you have become.
Three years ago, I was a size 7 *on a BAD day* and now I'm a size 12 (10 on a good, non bloated day hehe). That's not fun.
Soooooo, I will stop delaying the inevitable and show you all 360 degrees of my pudge.
Front:
Side:
Back (and yes, my shorts say "100% Wench" Wanna fight about it?):
I think my pudge is the worst in my back. I miss my old, toned back. Hopefully I can get it back soon... pardon the pun har har :::::rolls eyes:::::
I will post updated pictures either
a) after every 10 days, when I progress to the next level of Shred
or
b) after 30 days, when I finish the 30 Day Shred
I'll have to think about that one.
For now, I suppose it's back to the grind. I need to get myself out of this negative thought process I've had for the last day or so. It is seriously mucking up my mojo. :(
2 comments:
Wow, saw you on SITS and you seem like one determined girl. Good for you! You'll be back in your skinny jeans in no time!
I feel your pain on the back pudge. It's like your body's way of saying, "I'll show her for eating all those sweets." & it's the hardest thing to get rid of. Yuck!
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